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TOTAL MISUSE BY TIM MARSH AND MUST REFER TO THIS INTERNET
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This poetry illustrates the negative effect of serious sexual
child abuse.
Time had moved on to August 1995, I was still suffering the
mental destruction brought about by the Holly and Gemina Court
Cases. I was about Eighty Per Cent recovered. I was still
unhappy in mixed adult company, particularly sports venues.
I was unhappy because I felt that people were talking in an
exaggerated way about me. I hardly ever went out, I was in
isolation, and alone at home. At this time, unusual for me,
I was visiting Trudy, my EX wife daily doing some maintenance
work for her. I always noticed a young girl, she was very
slim, always in a long ankle length dress. There was a slight
sexual attraction to her, I aged her at Fourteen.
She always stood at the corner of Freehold Road and Cauldwell
Hall Road outside the shop. I thought that she might be a
child prostitute, this interested me. I did not want her sex
if she was a prostitute, but I felt that there was writing
material. This I was very interested in. I stopped and spoke
to the girl, she said that her name was Shontell. She said
that she was from a local children's home, and that she was
cold. I asked Shontell if she wanted to sit in the car, this
she did. I asked her if she wanted to go for a drive, she
said ok, and so we went for a drive.
I took her out several times, the second time I took her
out she said that a voice in her head had told her to go out
with me. I wanted to hold her close and cuddle her when she
said that. Shontell was definitely not a prostitute, there
was a slight amount of mutual sexual interplay, but nothing
serious. She was very interested in joy riding in cars and
getting away from the home, we went to Felixstowe and other
areas. I liked her company, she was not a chatterbox, she
loved looking out of the side window as we travelled, and
she seemed fairly intelligent for her age, answering any questions
very quickly.
I found out from the shop keeper that Shontell had been seriously
sexually abused at a younger age, and that she was definitely
sixteen years of age. The travelling for her was a tremendous
brain level shift to happiness. Shontell had a severe behavioural
problem and the Social Services run home was happy when she
was not there. Although this endangered her life, she had
been attacked once. I asked her if she was abused at the home,
she said no. I asked her if the food was good, she said yes.
COPYRIGHT (C) POETRY, LYRIC,
TITLED CHILD ABUSE, TOTAL MISUSE.
TIM MARSH NOVEMBER 1995.
FIRST REGISTERED 04 10 95.
FURTHER ADAPTATION,
RE:REGISTERED, 16 10 95. REC DEL DR 8818 1634 5GB
FURTHER ADAPTATION 07 10 96
RE:REGISTERED 17 10 2001 REC DEL RA 3413 8694 OGB
These lyrics will highlight the poor system for many young
people in children's homes as a condition of imposed bail,
many with a poor mental state. I feel the system needs to
offer one to one care in such circumstance. The cost may be
offset, there may be even a gain in the stopping of such children,
youngsters, being habitually imprisoned and hospitalised due
to drug abuse. Some of these youngsters are murdered or kidnapped
and forced in to prostitution, some youngsters are just lead
in to prostitution. Many of them are in and out of mental
hospitals, mentally scarred, poor mental health for the rest
of their lives. Some of these youngsters may be able to be
programmed to work, and lead that which is considered at this
point in our evolution, a normal life.
There is a parallel tie in this poetry / lyric to the net,
the internet. Verses toggle positive and negative to reflect
this, from the office to the dance floor syndrome. Shontell
the abused, small in stature, a subject I found on the highway,
the super highway, searching through packages, vehicles, program.
Packages of information, for new survival program. Shontell
loves travelling in cars, cruising, joy riding, the project
for the prodigy, get real, get wise, get street wise, get
equal, get to Compatible Brain Program, What's it all about
?
NO SYSTEM FOR SHONTELL HOLLOWAY.
(C) CHILD ABUSE, TOTAL MISUSE.
FULLY INTEGRATED VERSION.
THIS IS A VERSION THAT FULLY INTEGRATES IN VERSE
CHILD ABUSE AND THE INTERNET.
ADAPT THE CYBER CAFE, OR, A RESTAURANT.
VERSE.
" Let me tell you a bedtime story, move over,"
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Child abuse, A program that made her panic, a program that
made her manic, a program for regression, a program for
depression, a program for succession. Halt child abuse,
/
On the net,
She had found the super highway,
take me in your car, are you going my way ?
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
She was negated, mentally de:created,
abused, faltered, projectively altered,
not adept, not up kept.
/
On the net,
In the net, pitching, re:surf, research,
down loading all the info, take me higher, take me further,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
What an outrage, a target in a locked cage,
dad had come to her at night, left nightmares and fright,
/
On the net,
Vehicles, engines, packages for interrogation,
vehicles marked with identification, vehicles packed with
information,
programmed from source to destination,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Came to her in the night, came inside her, Came in her head,
killed creativity, love, and childhood, stone dead,
/
On the net,
Take me for a drive, I like being in the car,
take me near, take me far, take me now, make me happy,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Recurring nightmares, repetitive fright fears, screaming
sweating, bed wetting, shuddering duddering, waking shaking,
" Where's Mummy ? "
/
On the net,
Take me for a drive, I am bored, not adored,
make me come alive, a different program to survive,
give me back my dreams,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Sexually abused, objectionably used,
Made mental, by defective program, parental,
traumatised, stopped in flight, could not adapt to read or
write,
/
On the net,
Make me happy, make it last, overwrite the past,
I like riding in the car, riding near or far,
in the web, on the net, cruising the streets of anonymity.
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Sexually abused, destructively used, untruthfully negated,
ruthlessly relegated, desecrated, de:created,
/
On the net,
Take me down the highway, give me a good pull,
down load all your program, install it, till i'm full,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Always in a long dress, unusual finesse.
Defiant handstands in the street,
All knickers legs and feet,
/
On the net,
program me down the highway, make me happy, my way,
take me through the net, take me to the cyber cafe, ( a restaurant
)
I want everything all good, give me back my child hood,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Voices in her head, in her awaking, in her bed,
Voices in her head, in her walking, in her talking,
Voices in her head, killed creativity and childhood stone
dead,
/
On the net,
with no sex education, vulnerable to perpetration,
No handbag, no condoms, no defensive weapons,
limited ability, unlimited vulnerability,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Defaced, debased, System breaker, piss taker, off to prison,
aggressive lesbians, violence, drugs, and derision,
/
On the net,
Surfing through, prostitution, institution, destitution,
Relegation, degradation, criticised, categorised, ostracised,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Child abuse, a faulty lineage projection,
a serious fault, a program for rejection,
/
On the net,
A street walker, getting street wise,
a surfer, not a prostitute,
an unlucky child at this point of our evolution,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Child abuse, an erroneous production, a devastating corruption,
neurological negation, an awareness sedation,
/
psychopathy, schizophrenia, hypomania, ignorance, violence,
are the qualities of the abused child,
/
Child abuse is lineage projected absolute mental destruction,
/
" You forgot to wash your hair and brush your teeth today
"
/
Halt child abuse.
/
END VERSE.
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In the cybernetic interactive programs of the brain by the
transience and relegation of puberty, the untruth fault is
overwritten and relegated to a lessor priority as the whole
defect abuse program de:prioritises to subconscious, and in
late life the fundamental fault program is recalled as:
" just a bad dream. "
Duddering. Norfolk, England dialect depicts body shuddering
with facial pattern indicating disgust.
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